Happy Birthday to ME~! *2mnths ago..=|
heehee..a lil outdated..
but i'd still wanna thank all who were there..
and thank u all for the best wishes..=)

a short vid taken by CH. enjoy~

thank you all again.. =)

Scorpio Love Profile.

Your positive traits:
You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted
Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover
You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in

Your negative traits:
You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover
You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship
You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on

Your ideal partner:
Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!
Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.
Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.

Your dating style:
Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.

Your seduction style:
Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.
You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves
A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it.

Tips for the future:
Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are
Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*
Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive.

Best color to attract mate: Dark red

Best day for a date: Tuesday

** for self reference and otr scorps alike..

life's quite a mess..i've gotta admit..i've got problems..
but den again..who doesnt?

sigh..all ive gotta do now..is be strong..
look forth..and set my priorities right..
take one step at a time and hope dat all goes well..

i jst hope my parents would forgive me and try to understand...
its not easy for dem i knoe...but its not any easier for me either..

i am happy wif the way i am..
and thankful for all dat ive got..
mayb jst going thru a rough patch..
but i knoe life's gonna get better..

life, family, love, work, money..a lot's in my head..
thank god i'm still in good health..hah..

to all those dat matters most to me..
i'm so very sorry for all dat ive done to make u worry..
i promise dat i'll be better...but i'd always still be..me..

p/s i'm glad to have had u in my life..
sweet memories are all dat i keep..
i'm sorry if ive let u down..

will be in Yatpun! for a week..
21st - 28th Nov
missh yew lots!! *muax*

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest and it opens up your heart

and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor,

so that nothing can hurt you, then one person,

no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life…

You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it.

They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or had a chance with you,

and then your life isn’t your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.

It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,

so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’

turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.

It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

- quoted from Neil Gaiman. credits to Yiiin.

apologize - timbaland

I'm holding on your rope/Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound/You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait/You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late/I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall/Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat/But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-/Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late/I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late/I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah/I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

but perseverance always pays off..
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**credits to chooz and michie..

XD wakakaka...

i jst lurvee tis place..
if only dey had wireless..
i'd spend my days thr..haha..

would like to apologise for the lack of characters in me blog..

been kinda wordless lately..

Hotmail gone Live!!

Windows Live Hotmail..
now with 5GB if inbox storage!!

- you can now drag&drop messages into folders.

- right click on messages to reply, delete, etc.

- choose your own themes, personalize ur mailbox.

- mobile mail, send email from ur web-enabled phones or other devices.


....the very few features of d new Hotmail.

mata : guna hp semasa memandu ya..
*flashing a 'say tak nak to rasuah' badge on his uniform*

nee : yea..==

mata : tau saman berapa?

nee : ....*shakes head*

mata : 200 lebih tau..

nee : ......==

mata : saya tulis saman har..

nee : == *nods*

mata : betul nak saya tulis?..

nee : ......zzzz

!@#$%..jst issue d farking summon la
i beh syok wan give u kopi lui..XP
farking disgrace to d police force..bloody local policemen..zzz

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

was suppose to join unis, iris and elin at FF since last mnth..

dey got tired of waiting and started w/o me..=/
after weeks on empty promises..
ive finally managed to drag my lazy arse to FF..
tried out 2 classes..kinda fun..but den d morning after..
woke up..whole body aching..=="

dance based workout. fusion of movement and music.
~ find it kinda hard trying to keep up wif d steps but vry fun.

mind/body class that integrates Tai Chi, Yoga, Pilates, Flexibility and Core Training.
~ very relaxing and refreshing but a lil too slow.

had lunch at tis place called Japin on d 3rd? floor of Island Plaza after FF..

made a quick trip down to kl wif jen&mag for d weekend..

dey did me a very huge favour by driving down to kl..
owe dem big time!! thanx a lot buddy..

i think dey had a great time shopping..spending money..
i didnt did any shopping..but dun get me wrong..
i had d greatest time..^^

and tis made it all worth while..=)

its been a while since i last updated my blog..

havnt had d time to edit d pics..

so here's a short update..
met up for dinner wif high schmates last thurs..
left a lil after dinner cos was leaving for kl early d nxt morning..

ShoutOut Aug'07 impromptu gathering..

poot poot aka saewei said she wanna go shop
for eh pien pien eh transformers figurines..
so d entire bunch of us decided to tag along..
hoping to help bargain for a cheaper price..
after gp..had dinner at sumplace, not sure whr...
den went over to esplanade for family picture..
as instructed by Lasker Boss!...

was at jen's d other while waiting for our movie..
a bunch of grown ups playing monopoly..
but tis is no ordinary monopoly okie!
rmber d ones we used to play..use paper money wan...

kids nowadays ar...sipek changgih..
monopoly use credit cards wan!! hav got d machine to swipe sumore..
O_o!!
play until blur..way too complicated for us..
dun wanna admit old oso knot d..=|

credit cards and d swipe machine thingy..

maggie's birthday's on d 22nd of August, which falls on a wednesday..

so we decided to bring forth and hav it for her tis weekend lurr..
was suppose to meet up at 32..but den go check out adi..
no live band..only dining..plus d place is kinda quiet oso..
so decided to move over to bagan and hav it thr instead..

random shots from bagan..

baskin robbins geh ice-cream cake..
pink pink wan..eeee...

burfday gal wif her cake..
maggie - in red..together wif jen - in blue..

group photo from aL's..
from left; bryangel, yin, me, mich, mag, aL, jen..

haircut session..together-gether..
actually there were 3 of us wan..together wif maggie..
but den we camwhored while waiting for her in car..
we went to passion at first..den cut adi like vry beh ho seh..
so after dat went over to prangin to get a touch-up..=/
pity mag had to wait for us while we had our hair washed..
head massaged and our hair trimmed..
so very paiseh har mag..nxt time i chia u ice-cream..=P

how do u like our new haircut?
looks okie to me..hMm..=/

didnt go to work on monday..

went over to gp to get myself a new pair of nikes..

my 4month old nikes..=/
y like so fast worn out wan leh hor?

my new pair..

has got these cute lil totem-like figures on it..
was opting btwn tis and another black pair..
hmm..mayb get dat one in a few mnths time..

met up wif aL at her work place..and saw tis..

*in fine prints*

• Find the love of your life through the stars.
• Understand why and when you'll fall head over heels in love.

think i hav gotta get a copy of tis to help work things out a lil?..rofl!

missed out on rush hour 3 last weekend cos i was in kl..
anyone up for d movies tis weekend?

saw xiao bie and was reminded of my own..i wonder how's penguin doing..hmm
still remember ths bears? dey're still brand new..sitting in my closet..

i wonder when is d rightful owner gonna come forth and claim dem..

made a very quick trip down to kl..

before d trip..d nite b4 slept at 3 and got up at 6 to pack..

left for kl on sat morning..reached after lunch..
joined my uni mates for dinner at shogun in 1-u..
jst wasnt my day for japanese buffet.. =(

shogun at 1-u..

hung out a bit..chat and gambled..
mamak for supper..
den dey dropped me back at d hotel ard 6..
catch a few winks..and checked-out ard 10..

caught sleeping all over d place..from hotel lobby to ikea..=/

headed over to ikea..den left for penang ard 1..

dead tired on d way back to penang..

and finally..my baby's back!! muahaha..

leaving for kl in a bit..
didnt get much sleep..=/

will b in kl for d weekend..
so..miss me not..
but i'm gonna miss ya ;)

爱，并不是占有。
这是我一直坚持的。
爱，是成全。
是，是看这自己所爱的人幸福。

我希望，
我爱的人，
在未来的日子里，
比我幸福。

daddy knoes me best..XD
had tis waiting on d table for me even before i got there..
*slurps* baked cheese oysters..

tempura prawns..
but knot take too much of these..cholesterol..haha..

only managed to take after shots..
was too hungry to snap when d food came..
had unagi bento as well..

affordable and nice food..

ambience ok ok la..

bad appetite no more..=P haha..

been a while since i last updated my blog..
a lil pre-occupied..had things in my mind..
confused.. =/ hmm..

mum got worried when i didnt hav much appetite..
i dun knoe wad is it wif me..i cant really hide how i feel..
like how ppl put on a show face when in front of others..
even my colleagues asked if i was okie..
cos i seemed a lil dreamy lately.. =/

thr's nthg seriously wrong wif me..
it jst feels like ive moved onto a diff phase in life..
i think ive finally started to let go of d past..
it doesnt seem to hurt as much anymore.. =)
and dat has got me a lil confused..
ive been in dat stage for so long..
now i feel..kinda..lost..
whr shud i go from here? O-o

saw d violin version of canon in pao's site..
reminded me of d clip i saw on youtube back in uni..

canon rock - guitar..


watch d fingers..amazingly scary..
its worth d wait..trust me..=P

woke up from a weird dream todae..

dreamt dat a few frens and i..
(didnt quite see their faces..so not sure whom i went wif)..
rented a single story house..2 rooms, a kitchen and a huge living room..
we got into d house wif d tenant..and when he saw d 2nd room door was open..
he quickly rushed in to check..(on wad..i'm not sure)
a fren of mine den followed him into d room..
and realised it was actually a room in a room.
a hall wif 2 other rooms..she felt a lil eerie being in d room..
it wasnt well-lit..filled wif old furniture..and had a weird presence..
so later dey both came out and d tenant locked d door behind him..

i woke up a bit and den d dream continued a lil after..

we were den in d first room..whr we were confronted by a lady ghost..
with extreme strength..force field like..her limbs werent very visible..
only prominent feature was her huge head..
dun rmber wad we were busy doing in d room..
but we were being thrown around by her invisible force..
thr were a few of us in d room..we finally forced our way to d door..
and closed if behind us..wif 'her' trying to ram her way thru..

it was den my alarm rang..and i woke up aching all over..
rmbered vivid snippets from d dream..but now kinda faded d..
so dat's all ive got..=/
its been a while since ive had such dreams..
weird weird..hmm..


i missed U!! =(
i'm getting dat weird gut feeling again..
hope nothing goes..too wrong..sweat..

was on d way back from work..
d jam was jst horrible along pcghs..
got so freaking bored i started taking pics..O_o"

life on d fast lane? haha..i dun think so..
i'd not survive one day..i'm more a laid-back kinda person..

good things come in small packages?
seriously..i didnt knoe we had miniature apples these day..^^"
compare to a sunkist orange..tiny isnt it? O_o!

and finally..
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d moo moo in my car..
"there were 6 of us..
but one got lost..so if any of u guys out thr..
happen to find our lost sibling.."
do gimme a buzz..
thankiews =* *muax*