miss u =*

i realize dat i hardly get mad at others..
esp those ppl ive chose to be a part of my life..
frens, loved ones and such..
i wonder..could dis be a good thing..or a bad thing?

for all dat uve done..no matter right or wrong..
good or bad..ive always had reasons to back u up..
never once were u d one who's wrong..
for d times uve lied..u jst didnt wanna see me get hurt..
for d times uve cheated..u only wanted to be loved..
and i didnt love u enuff or at least not d way u wanted to b loved..
and for evrything else..i'd put d blame on sumthing else..or myself..
could dat b d reason u left? am i doing it d wrong way?

i dun quite understand..but i guess dat's jst d way i m..
there are often two sides to every story...
and i'd often choose d side which would make me feel better..=(